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نویسنده : - ساعت ۸:٠٤ ‎ق.ظ روز ۱۳۸٥/٧/٢
 

Dar pasokh be: ye mozoo

Ye moddate madidi hast ke mna mikham rage be in mozoo benevisam vali har dafe ye bahooneyi avordam va inkaro nakardam. Ama be har hal emrooz dige rooze khoobie. 

Manam bar ha shode ke az khodam porsidam in goroohi ke ma darim ham aya mesle gorooh haye dige khahad shod ke baad az moddati az bein mirano har ki mire soraghe kar zendegie khodesh ya inke na farghe khassi darim ba baghie? Be nazare man adam age mikhad dorost rage be in mozoo fek kone aval bayad zavieye didesho kheili koochik kone va faghat be ertebate 2 ta adam negah kone. 2 ta adam baraye inke betoonan ba ham kenar bian bayad aval az hame ghabool konan ke ba ham ye seri tafavot hayi daran, baad say konan in tafavot haro beshnasan va dar ghadam e akhar, bepaziran ke aya mikhan ba chenin adami ba in moshakhasat edameye ertebat bedan ya na. be nazare man age in 2 ta adam vaghean akhlaghe hamdige intor ke goftam dasteshoon biad va betoonan dar mavarede mokhtalef va moshkelati ke bar sare in tafavot ha pish miad, ba ham kenar bian, kam kam yek no etemadi beineshoon ijad mishe ke ghabel tosif nist va faghat khodeshoon midoonan ke che joorie. Az nazare man residan be inja vaghean kaare sakhtie, hala mikhayn begin man adame manfi negar ya har chizi hastam, vali be nazare man in 2 nafar vaghean bayad ye doreye toolani e hamrah ba ettefaghate ziad ro poshte sar bezaran ta inke be inja beresan.

 

Baad az in ghazieye gorooh pish miad. Dar ye gorooh ghatan anjam inkar, yani ijade in model etminan beine har 2 nafar kare sakhtie. Hatta shemordan ertebate har 2 nafar dar ye goroohe 6 tayi khodesh ye addade bozorgi mishe, che berese sar kardan vaght baraye har shakhs. Baraye hamin tabiyi hast ke afrad be tanhayi ba tamame afrade yek gorooh be ye andaze doost nist. Be nazare man be tanha modeli ke mishe ye gorooh ro negah dasht, ine ke adam haye oon gorooh kheili bishtar az haddi ke dar halate addi bekhatere ekhtelafe nazar ha kootah mian kootah bian.

 

Be nazare man adam har eteghadi ke dare ya har modeli hast, raftaresh dar ye group bayad injoor bash eke nesbat be kheili az chiz ha va maraverdi ke dar halite addi barash sakhte kootah biad, kootah biad va bikhial she, dar gheire in soorat age har fardi bekhad be tore kamel be oon chizayi ke khodesh eteghad dare dar group ham hamin joor bashe in group baghi nakhahad moond.

 

Dar morede groupe khodemoon bekham begam, kheili masael hast ke baziamoon be cheshme moshkel behesh negah mikonim va baghie aslan ahamiati nemidan. Yekish tarze entekhab kardane azaye group hast. Inja nemikham afraid ro ke hasten zire soal bebaram choon be shakhse eteghad daram har shakhse jadid baraye khodesh harfi baraye goftan dare va az nazare man ye case e jaleb va jadide dige hast. Ama nazaram in eke baghie intor ke man be in ghazie negah mikonam behehs negah nemikonan. Kollan dar in group ghazie injoor hast ke afrad tavassote ye serie khas entekhab mishan. Na inke in entekhab aslant bad bashe, vali masale in eke age in entekhab tavasote ye shakhse dige anjam mishod kheili ha hatta momken bood ghabool nakonan. Hala momkene hame fek konan manzooram ye fared khasse kalagh baz hast !!! vali ghazie aslant oon shakhs nist. Tajrobe be man sabet karde ke oon shakhs vaghean sayesh bar hefze group hast tae male nazare shakhsi. Vali manzoor in eke harfe bazia dar in group kheili bishtar ahamiat dare ta baghie ya inke haddeaghal baraye bazia bishtar daraye arzesh hast. Nemikham varede in besham ke chera va che goone vali midoonam hast! Va be nazare man in zarar mizane be kolle group. Dar ye groupe dig eke hastam mididam ke baraye moddat madidi ye shakhs be shookhi behesh be onvane tatile group negah mishod va moddat ha sooje bood. Leza harfesh mesle baghie ahamiat nadasht va aslant dar nazar gerefte nemishod. Inam na inke elame omoomi beshe balke ye chizi bood ke morede ghaboole hamegan shode bood. Baad oon shakhs sharayetesh avaz shod, vali hanooz hamoon joori bahash barkhord shod, natije in shod ke in shakhs az group raft biroon!

 

Inke be meile khodetoon tasmim begirin baraye yeki bishtar arzesh ghael shin ya na, vaghean be khodetoon rabt dare. Vali in ro bayad ghabool konin ke age vaghean be salamtie ye group eteghad darin va mikhayn baghi bemoone, bayad havasetoon bash eke hengami ke dar group hastin, ya tasmimati migirin ke be group bastegi dare, in ro hatman madde nazar begirin ke ta hengami ke dar oon jam gharar darin raftaretoon ba hame yeksan bashe, albate age eteghad darin ke in dar in group hame doostetoon hastan.

 

Ye mesal mizanam ke ghazie roshan she. Man mogheyi ke iran boodam dar mah haye akhar gharar shod baraye kalagh tavallod begirim va mano 2 ta dige az doostan gharar shod barnamaro berizim va manage konim. Ma hodoode 2 rooze tamam donbale ja va karaye digeye ghazie raftim va be hame ham goftim. Roozi ke barname bood, ye serie az doostaye khodemoon be har dalili nayoomadan. Hala man aslant varede joziat nemisham ke har ki daghighan che bahooneyi baraye nayoomadan avord vali ghazie va zavaher baraye ma kamelan roshan bood ke dalayel chia hasten. Hala ma 3 ta oon shab bade tavallod raftim ye jaa va ye shami zadim 3 tayi o goftim in group hamine va vaghti ye serie dige toosh injoori ye dafe rafter mikonan, chareyi nist ke ghabool konim ya inke az group biaym biroon! Leza harfi nazadim. Alan baad az 2.5 sal mibinam ke baz farde x barname mizare va choon masalan in barnamaro kalagh nazashte, kheili ha nemiran!!! Man omidvaram vaghean hark as ye bahooneye vagheyi baraye naraftan dashte bashe, vali haddeaghal az khodetoon in soalo bokonin ke age yeki mesle kalagh hamoon barnamaro hamoon rooz va hamoon saat mizasht, aya bazam nemiraftin?? Man motmaennam ghazie gheir az in bood!

 

in yeki az moshkelati hast ke man dar in group didam. Hala harfaye nagofteye dige ham hast, ama nemikham begam. Dar hamin had had migam ke man vaghti in group ro dar yahoo zadim, hatta ba esmesham mokhalef boodam ,choon aslant baram chenin chizi dige bi mani shode va ghaboole inke in group ba in vaziati ke beine haddeaghal pesarash boode va hanooz gooya hast, bekhad 20 sal e dige ham bemoone sakhte!

 

Va nahayatan masaleye akhar, ghazieye ezdevaj hast!!!! Maha hanooz kheili hamoon movdavaj nashodim. Man ghablan be ezdevaj be onvane ye amre kheir negah mikardam va migoftam che khoob. Alan har vaght mishnavam yeki az doostam, che pesar che dokhtar mozdavaj shode, migam ei vyy inam dige raft ke gheib she!! Nemidoonam chera vaghean! Avalesh faghat hagho midadam be pesara va inke khanum ha tab a yeki ezdevaj mikonan, tarafo az har goone ertebatatte ghadimi ba doostash mahroom mikonan!! Ama baadan be in natije residam ke pesar ha ham vaghean ye joorayi shooresho nadaran.

Dalilam ham in eke pesara ta beine khodeshoon hasten, 1000 ta kare maskhare va zesht mikonan ke hich vaght jeloye ye dokhtar hazer nistan anjam bedan. Dar natije shakhsiati ke baraye khodeshoon beine pesara ijad mikonan, inghadr zeshto maskhare hast ke khode oon pesar az tarse inke khanumesh hatta boo bebare be in ghazi eke taraf chi boode, mitarse ke doostane dorane mojarradisho ba khanumesh ashna kone. Ama har vaght ke betoone ke ye lahze khodeso az khanumesh joda kone va biad dar jame ghadim, dobare hamoon harakate maskhararo anjam mide, va kamelan havasesh hast ke in 2 ghesmate zendesgih az ham joda bemoonan!!! Hala in halatie ke man eteghad daram 90% e oghat pish biad. Hala age shod va ye zano shohari tasmim begiran ba doostane ghadimi dar ertebat bashan, taaze in moshkel pish miad ke zany a shohare az doostane tarafe dige khoshehoon biad ya na. ke in khodeshbahse digeyi dare.

Dar nahayat begam ke doostan, age in group be hamin vazi ke alan hast ta 20 sal e dige baghi bemoone, man hamatoon ro 20 sale dige ye shame majjani midam!!!!!

Dar nahayat bayad elam konam ke man az kheili ha dar in jam chiz ha yaad gereftam ke hich vaght be tanhayi ya dar group e dige nemitoonestam yaad begiram va baraye hamin a zoon ashkhas motshakker hastam. Man adame manfi negari hastam vali vaghean be boodane ye jame ideal baraye har shakhs ke betoone tamame niaz hasho bartaraf kone eteghad daram, goo inke saaal hast khodam donbalesh migardam va chizi joz zedde hal nasibam nashode! Vali che eshkali dare kea dam dar in donyaye mozakhraf be ye chizi mesle madineye fazele ya behesht eteghad dasht bashe??? Haddeaghal shab ghabl az inke be khab bere ye moddati rage behesh fekr mikone va baes mishe ye labkhandi be sooratehs biad:)
 
 

 
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